HUG

I NEED A TIGHT HUG!

I'm suffering silently!

Stay strong!

Where are you when i need you most? the days without you,i've learnt to be strong. very strong that i no longer tear easily. I shall stop the crying every night pinning that you will take the initiative to message me. Finding myself so stupid! Anyway i have my beloved family and friends to support and provide me with the enouragements i needed. they are the nutrients that will nourish my soul to make it fertile and i will outshine the rest of the plants eventually.

Faith is a powerful word. Faith looks up. The faith in me is very strong. I will not be defeated by the results i got for my prelims for i did make improvements. that ought to motivate me to work even harder! for myself,not because of the promise. I don't want to hold on to the promises when youa re not doing so.

"Die all die merrily" quoted from hotspur in king henry the fourth. Eli!!!! haha. Mdm Lee was too mean. sigh.

Thanks my nu er,nurril for writing that piece of letter for me. I am really touched but i held back my tears(promise to myself to be strong). I LOVE YOU!

i wrote this poem on 24th of Feb.

~The Perfect One~

Here i am alone in

this lonely planet.

Searching for the

key to my heart.

Dripping with

sorrows,tears,loneliness

who no one understands.

Searching,searching

for the perfect one.

MATH PASS

January baby
Pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive. Down-to-Earth. Stubborn.

I received this mail from yiru. haha. I love to dress up? true? i don't know. haha. maybe..

I simply love today! I PASS MY MATH!!!! yeah! finally!!! =) i got B4.

To my beloved friends,work doubly hard for Os. Don't do things that will make you regret.

results(half)

:) Today is a terrible day.. haha.. Anway i wasn't satisfied with the results i got so far.. Congratulations to my friends who had scored well,especially my nu er,nurril and hussani.

haha.. shall update more on my results.

Today is Sunday! That means it is a family day! =) Spend my whole morning with my family. We went swimming. Finally can have a break after the prelims. It had been so long since i exercised,so my wish is fulfilled! This coming friday i'm going swimming too!

My sister and i

I'm going back school tomorrow~~

Single?

Mood swings

No one understands my feelings nw! I need encouragements

Finally that's e end of the prelims but not forgetting there's O! One of my challenges in life. After friday's paper i went out with valerie and this is my first time going out with her so for long. thanks for you accompany and your time. Finally i bought something for myself! =)

Well,for today and yesterday i didn't touch my book. =) in the afternoon i went to playground and played slide with my baby cousin. haha. he made me sweat. It had been so long since i exercised.

 

It's not that i don't wish to understand. that's all i got to say. It's up to you to decide.

silence

Silent is Gold

Speech is Silver.

This is what i did today after i sat down on the parade square. KEEP QUIET! =) Part of the reason was i am worried for my math papers and i am trying to memorise the formula. another reason is my ulcer has not recover and no one talks to me. haha. actually there are.

I still left with 4 more days before my prelim end. don't give up! that goes to all my friends.

A super unlucky day!!

Today isn't my day. I'm not going to do well for my history paper. The chaphter that i spot didn't come out and a big sorry to Eli. It was raining so heavily when i walked to the bus stop and i fell down. There is cuts on my knees. =( gary came! haha. thx

One of the happiest moments is to sleep during rainy day! That is what i did in the afternoon. =) I woke up feeling energtic and went to complete the sets of poa mcq given by minqi. Thx! Minqi and hussani helped me a lot in my poa and hope i can really do well in that subject!

Tomorrow will be studying math with ms lau. =) Hope my results will show improvements!

hypocrite- A person who pretends to be good, pious or sympathetic without really being so.

Too bad i have at least one of my friends who is like that. Anyway who cares? i don't.

staying strong.

Today is a brand new day for me. =) early morning i'm feeling so sick! And i didn't manage to finish my plate my rice. Luckily, winstar came and helped me finished up. Math lesson was so noisy. Only Eli and i knew about it. Also we went to bowl after that. I just could not understand why that group of damai sec boys are looking at us and our scoreboard? haha,eli went to observe them.

Yeah! There's someone who accompany me take bus,if not i'll feel bored. =)

This whole week i'm going out to study. Tmr with eli,wed and thur with hussani(maybe eli),fri alone(who wants to join me?),sat with ms lau,sun with my honey. Going to keep myself busy but still can ask me out to relax. haha.

Tomorrow is my honey's B'day but her presents i still have not bought it. Hope she don't mind. Meeting her seeing her in school,can give her a hug first. haha.

I feel that i've become stronger both physically and mentally. haha. I've passed that big hurdle that nearly affect my life. Now it's my turn to wait.

I shall make full use of my time well. Leave relationship aside for i did try but failed. Besides i've changed the habit of listening to our songs every night before i sleep. Gradually changing to life without you.

sick!!

I'm feeling so sick!!! =(

I finally understand about cash book and bank recon. I didn't regret going back school despite i'm sick. I feel that mr tenn is actually a good teacher who cares for his students but he express himself the wrong way.. Anyway i still forced myself to be awake and active. And thx eli for treating me to eat! That must have cost u a lot,i'm a glutton! =)

I have to start studying ss. There's no time to waste.

Concern

Thx for the concern!

faces

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lonely like a star

As days passed, i feel that i'm getting more independent, not relying on anyone for anything like before.

I do get lonely at night. there's no one to accompnany me. Oh well i should stop harbouring such thoughts as i don't want to be dependent on someone and get hurt in the end.

I feel so lost. i just feel like staring at the dark sky(which i'm doing it) and be the little stars that glow. I cannot comprehend why i'm feeling this way. maybe i do know.

Well, i feel so stupid typing this entry. anyway it has been quite some time since i faced my feelings so openly.

I'm so worn out.

teachers' day performance~

Yesterday was the best teachers' day performance i've ever had! It was so well done! =) The whole concert was fabulous! i'm involved in the dance but i don't think i danced well as i'm not cut out to be a dancer! just simply enjoy myself! haha. i memorised my lines and i didn't miss out anything! great job poh li! the marie france award was won by ms laurel koh.

During big breakfast i cried. The touching speech made by Mdm saleha to me made me feel so touched! haha. I'm too emotional. I took loads of photos! haha. Shall upload some day.

The performers!

4e2!