eli isolate me

Feel so lonely in school today. Today poa test was alright. So I guess should be able to pass although I know it is not my strong subject. I managed to meet quite a number of teachers to clear my doubts. Especially Lit as I know how to approach the Q in a more appropriate way now.

Hey I need a break! Away from the books, notes, guidebook, worksheets and my study room!

Vale thx for all the encouraging msgs sent by you every night. It means a lot to me! =) Muackz.

isolation

Today i was so hurt in school but i didn't regret coming. At least i've asked the questions i'd doubts in. =) Anyway THAT motivates me to work harder!

I can't balance everything well.

thx to teachers

I feel that the efforts i put in POA are gradually showing! Hope during O level i can do well too. =)

Thx Mrs Lu and Mr ong for the encouragements!!!!!

late

Hey! Reasons why i'm still up at 12.19am is that i cannot sleep. haha. And it's because i'm waiting for someone and again there's many thoughts in my mind. =)

o level science pract

Got back home straight away after Science practical. Chatted with liyi on the way home. What she said seems to be true and i'm kind of being motivated by her words.

Luckily tomorrow there's no event for me as i'm going to sleep late tonight. haha. i finally received message from Ihsan regarding SS. He sure takes time to reply. lol. Anyway thx!

I wonder what's wrong with people? Human beings are complicated including me.

I heard from honey that this year does not have VAS. sigh. such a waste.

I enjoy going to the beach~ =)

abandon

Why can't i stay happy everyday? I wish for that to happen.

I feel abandon!

I love writing on the book he gave me.

GAry

Wow! Today i enjoyed myself to the max! thx!

GAry

Wow! Today i enjoyed myself to the max! thx!

Graduation Day

Today is my Graduation Day! It's super interesting! All thx to Mr Ong and councillors! Laogong you did a great job! You didn't seem nervous. =) Keep it up!

Obviously it's a day whereby photos will be taken. And i took loads of them. Shall upload them soon. =)

Friends,thx for the gifts!

Graduation eve

Tomorrow is my Graduation Day! Wow so fast! Looking forward to tomorrow. Eli and Xinling and i think alike. we have surprise for one another tmr! haha.

YEAH!!!! But i'll miss my friends!

POA

Another boring post. Just now hussani taught me bad debts and provision. Finally clear my doubts.

I'm not going to give up on poa! i'm going to conquer that!

brand new day for me

Today is a brand new day for me =) Early morning i'm feeling unwell and didn't manage to finish my food and luckily Winstar came and helped me. math lesson was noisy. Only eli n i knew. After math we went to bowl. i just could not understand why the damai boys kept looking at us? eli went to observe them. =)

yeah! There's someone accompany me home. I didn't feel lonely. thx!

Tomorrow is my honey's b'day and i have not bought her presents. sigh. hope she don't mind. =) I shall give u a hug tmr. and treat u to something.

Things to do this week. study ouside.

1. Tue-eli
2. Wed & thur-Hussani(maybe eli too)
3. fri(who wants to join me)
4. Sat-ms lau
5. Sun-honey

I feel that i've become stronger physically and mentally. haha. All thx to gary. I've passed a very big hurdle that nearly change my life. Well,now it's my turn to wait. how long do i have to wait?

I shall make full use of my time and kept myself busy. but if anyone wants to go out with me also alright! I'm going to place relationship aside for at least i did try my best although it failed. And i've changed the habit of listening to our songs before i sleep.

Gradually changing to life without you.

Secret

Really BIG thank you to my cousin and friends! thx for being there by my side. Vale thx for the swing! haha. u know i'm afraid of height yet u still push me so hard! haha.there's a secret there which only i know. =)

Shhhh

It's BEST to keep things to yourself when you don't know how to express you thoughts! i'm like a person without woods. Too many decisions to make and too many thoughts!

Quiz

Single, taken or crushing?
Single
Are you happy with your life now?
Alright,there's always room for improvements
When you meet the right person, do you fall in love with him fast?
Of course not.
Have you ever had your heart broken?
Obviously!
Do you believe there are some circumstances where cheating love is acceptable?
Never!
Would you take someone back if he cheats on you?
Depends.
Have you ever talked about marriage with another before?
Haha,yeap!
Do you want children?
Most likely
How many?
2-3
Would you consider adoption?
No
If someone likes you right now, what do you think is the best way to let you know his feelings?
No avoiding.
Do you enjoy getting into relationships?
Half half.
Be honest, what is the furthest you and your ex did?
...
Do you believe in love at first sight?
Definitely, although i've not experienced it
Are you romantic?
Definitely no!
Do you believe you can change someone?
Yes! I've had experience(painful).
If you could get married somewhere, where would it be?
In the sea
Do you have feelings for someone right now?
Yes
Have you ever broken a heart?
Ya
If one day your best friend falls in love with the guy you are deeply in love with, what would you do?
Unsure.
Are you missing someone now?
=)

Stella asked me to do. =)

3As

Eli reminded me of the 3As. thx!

! more week to my honey's b'day!

1 more week to my honey's b'day!!

OFFICIALLY OFF

Woohoo. Last day reporting to school. But this 2 weeks i have to go back to school EVERYDAY! but it's worth it. I've asked all my teachers(except poa) for help. =) Hope it helps.

Really have to thank silas and ihsan for preparing that slide show. REALLY very touching and well done! Thx for that effort. =) Times pass very fast and we can only hold on to the memories we once had.

Thank My ah per jiu(eileen),nu er(nurril) and rebecca for remembering to give me a TIGHT hug! thank! =)

Nurril,you really do a lot for me in helping me! really thx a lot. I'll miss you sitting beside me. And the sweets.

Hussani,thanks for that the CHOCOLATE!

Elizabeth,thanks for accompanying me for the next 2 weeks! haha.

One day i shall do something very great! haha