I love baking but i am not so passionate about it. The sense of satisfaction was what i'm searching for and also to make new creation from different recipes. Therefore i'm still searching for a new kind of recipe. So far, i've been baking those chocolate brownies and maybe this time round, cookies for a change.
I realised when one is down on luck, everything just follow. And i'm taking it very easy and relax, i feel. If i were to be past pohli, i will feel very demoralised and wonder why such things were occuring on me. But nevertheless, i shall just ignore it. Be it, avoiding the reality or escaping criticism, i don't even want to care. I do take someone's elses opinion to heart but just listening to it and try my best to minmise the causes and if possible, solve it and not create a scene about it.
I'm glad, i've completed the novel, proceeding to another one by Teri. =) Also, regarding to last night issue, I admit i'm affected and i'm not in the right mind to speak any further. Just let nature takes its course. I'm still cheerful as before. The doubting expression that came out from your eyes are hurtful enough. A walk at the park connector wasn't that comforting for the seats reminded me of you. Definitely, i didn't lie to you about that issue! I need a new start.
Relationship problems are the most stressful thing on earth. Why must people of different gender fall in love, yet quarrels are inevitable. I witnessed such scene at my grandmother's house today. And i can feel how both parties felt as i've sort of been through it. Having recall it, it was pretty dumb. A brand new start is all i need.
I'm going to enjoy myself fully tomorrow and fresh beginning shall start from the moment i wake up.