Love and Dream

Love and Dream

Unhappy =(

Yesterday night i was crying. haiz. but i can't get to sleep so i opened my window and start to look at the vehicles on the road. ever since i've entered my secondary school life i've stopped doing it. but yesterday i got an urge of doing it. i counted 3 aeroplane,14(2-wheeled) and 53(4 wheeled). I found the counting relaxing!!! haha.

Woke up with a sleepy eyes. went to my mother's room and slept on her bed. slept for about 10 mins i've been 'disturbed' by my baby cousin. haha. amazingly he didn't cry. he kept looking at me. haha. guess that's how i woke up. i hate people to look at me when i'm sleeping. haha. coaxed him to sleep but he don't want. kept smiling at me. too bad my phone is not with me at that moment. played with him till my mother came back. obedient baby!

Went to sleep for 2 hours in the afternoon. my eyes are still swollen. sob sob. continue to take care of him. haha. guess tonight i will be sleeping early. winks*

Going to purchase for X'mas gift soon.

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Haha i had GREAT fun with my siblings and cousin!!!! played mahjong and toto after swimming and i won quite a lot... haha..

Tomorrow my baby cousin is coming and stay with me le.. so happy... looking forward to his arrival!!! Yeah!!

My schedule is packed.. Going for swimming,volleyball,shopping.. haha... then how about my studies? haha

Omg! my uncle just told me that i looked at Leann from the star idol? do i? the reason why he said that was that both our eyes are big? my eyes are getting smaller!!! i want to wear contact lens(possible?) all the worries blah blah... i just don't look like her..

Went out with my sister and cousin today! finally! all of us were late.. my sister and i did it on purpose but how wun we noe that our cousin came even later than us... haha...

Then went to shop around... went to eat in KFC... i ate a lot... cause that's my lunch... haha... got a free whipped potato... foc... then went to ntuc in tampines mall... saw gary,daryl and zheng ming... was feeling very funny... haha... then saw jonnane peh the actress... she was in a shop(roti boy) if u buy a bread u will get a chance to take a photo with her... haha... everyone was crowding around to see her..

Today i seem to be seeing all the familiar faces... Saw albert,mr khiat and my captain shu... interesting day isn't it? haha...

I feel that i was like a mad cow searching for mascara... haha... and i found one that i like most... thanks to my cousin... haha... and i find the girl who is serving me is pretty friendly and i like her attitude... =)

Took neoprints.. is that a rountine? each time go out with them is a must to take it... haha... y not one day we don't do it? haha.... just suggesting...

Tomorrow will have to do some serious work... deciding on christmas present and doing my holiday hw! jia you pohli!

2 friendly matches

A very tiring week... soon it's over and i'm going for a chalet!!! yeah!=)

Match with Duman high and pasir ris was not very pleasant... i didn't reach my target.. sob sob.. scolded by coach. dampen my mood... went home feeling giddy... sick...

Today match with Yishun sec... second set then i started playing... wasn'y elated at all... told myself to set as many balls as possible before i step into the school but haiz.. disappointed in myself... Valerie y didn't u ask??? wasted...

Going out with my sister and cousin tomorrow!! hope everything is going to be fun cause LOooooNG time didn't go out together le...

training+self study

Yesterday had a match with YUYING then we had a marvellous game with them... eveyone was so active and enthusiatic!!! =) thursday we had a mtch with Pasir ris and Dunman High!!! tired for sure... haha... My muscle aching le...

Today never went for my math remedial cause too tired and my muscle is aching badly... Shall have some self study later at home... bye!!! =)

i miss u

Zhi xiang went to my ah ma's house today... miss him so much... spent 4 days with him and i'm always the first to know that he has woke up. kind of miss him nw... his smile,cries and even saliva... haha...

He drools his saliva upon seeing me eating a cake in the evening... so cute... i carried him and within a minute my sleeve was full of saliva... haha... took a lot of photos of him during his stay in my house... haha... and he has grown taller!!! haha... each day he weighs a lot... a way of buliding up my hand muscle... haha...

next week will be a busy day... Mon,Wed,Fri there's math remedial... Tue,Thur and Fri there's friendly matches...I'm going to watch harry potter!!! yeah!!! haha

Tomorrow going to visit my baby cousin! Yippe! =)

Can't make it

Today junyuan had a match with with pasir ris... they lost... i'm not able to take part... i've been thinking about the team although i'm not present. yet people will mistaken... who cares! if they think it this way they are not the one who understand me most...

I just asked my mother whether i could go for tomorrow match.. she said no!!! haiz... feeling very down even if i share with someone they won't understand how i feel. i really like volleyball and wish to take part in each match or competition.. as volleyball has gradually become part of my life. i really enjoy being part of volleyball team! haiz...

Shall ask my mother again before i sleep. but i guess the answer will be a NO.