CCA FAiR

i'm so fortunate that i'm not going to be incharge for next year CCA fair. i just hate CCA fair. it's just boring and today everyone lacked of the energy to do it. we had matches against tpjc and prss. Evryone just lack of the motivation to do well but during the second match vb girls seems to have 'revive' again. haha.

got 1 sec 1 girl,wan li who claims to know me. but i don't know her. haha. only knows that she's my junior.

the main 12 had been decided. i was wondering why was she gievn the chance instead of her. i'm not been bias but that's the truth! because of lots of reason which i say it out. but forget it. since what's done can't be undone.

had lunch with some of the vb girls then went back home. quarrel with him and lost my hp on my way back home. fortuitously.i found it on the grass patch. haha. now i realised that i've to cherish things with care.

my position is fixed. i'm going to play as centre spiker. i hate this position. it makes me feel like i'm snatching it away from my vb fren. y just can't i set? at most i will train doubly hard on my skills on setting. i thought worse come to worse i'm a sub-setter but now,haiz. should i play? can't control my tears when i thought of the players who can't play when they try so hard and taking away my fren's position. coach's decision had really hurt lots of us.