restless

A miracle!! I don't seem to be feeling sleepy all day but i was pretending to be restless because i'm getting sick of everything that happen around me. Y??

I don't wish to be a leader! who say everyone is born to be a leader?? sigh. why must i take the lead always?? Why can't i be lead by others for just one day?? I need a break from all these!!!

Shumei laogong get well soon. Worried about you!! wish to see you tmr in schhol yah? faster recover!! Miss you!