damn it

Now is RAINING super heavily!! My mood is spolit!! Feeling so sad.. wanted to be alone and cry it all out.. BUT.. I didn't.. No mood in doing my homework despite exam is just 2 weeks after..

What can i do?? Damn it! can STOP raining?? Sigh =( Just leave me alone!!

I'm just trying to run away from reality!! reality vs apperance.

Is smiling really a disease? Maybe it is but some smile might be true.