Stunned

I have freedom from both sides. that feelings is awesome. I make sure that i do not misused it.

I was at my ah ma's hse the whole night,then before i went home. i loiter at my the playground and enjoyed the breeze although the haze is terrible. the haze sometimes cause me to have breathing difficulties.

I was super stunned when i read that sms. AND my son always come and rescue me at the right moment. thx! didn't really chat much. no mood. sorry. how should i react? i'm proud to be able to stay calm,maybe is the talk with eli through msn this afternoon. She enlightened me. =)

thx ernst!