i'm confused

The weather is unpredictable. It was so hot in the morning then now it is pouring so heavily. It destroy my plan. I want to jog despite the weather but there is thunder. 100% my mother won't allow to go. so i dropped the idea. It wasn't a bad idea to let the rain to wash away all the negative thoughts that has been in my head.

I spent about 2 hours plus thinking and i've reach a point whereby i feel completely relaxed and peaceful. I don't know why. But i woke up feeling bottled up. i don't know why too.

Alright,now the poly admission thing had been settled. one worries is gone but there are still many to go. i'm not yet an adult but i had so many things to think about, and to handle it myself. I miss my childhood.

i think that's the result of studying Literature. You tend to read too much and there'll always be more than 2 meanings to each sentence. That will make me confused and sometimes even angry with myself! Argh!

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