What day izzit today? Obviously MONDAY! everyone who is working will go to work and those who is schooling will go to school. Today isn't a Monday blues for me but i just feel so down. i just wish to continue my fav sport but it's just so hard! I just wish to play as a team again but it seems impossible.

I swear i'm able to cope both my studies and sports well. But can my mummy trust me? why other parents will give their children 100% support but not mine? =(

All along i believe that getting into this cca isn't by chance by fate. This is the first choice i made in my academic life and this is my own choice. my own decision.

Singapore's land is super limitied. It has all sorts of sports complex but vb court is not for rent but only for competition.

I don't care about the outcome of the match but the process.

I miss the bond with my teammates.
I miss us screaming and giving encouragements.
I miss the competition we played together.
I miss the punishments.
I miss the running just to save the ball.
I miss the satisfaction when i set a nice ball.
I miss
I miss
I miss... VOLLEYBALL

It just isn't my day. I went to the swing and i stepped into a pool of mud. yucks! Went back home to clean it and i'm back there again. This is my fav spot. i feel much better when i'm there. BUt once i leave there. my heart sank again.

I'm troubled with many things!!!!! sigh.

Tomorrow training! hope it'll brighten my day. I've been sad for continuous 3 days.
luckily i hav friends to brighten me up. So many things to do. upcoming sentosa trip~~