When can i stop being so 'sotong'? I even forget tomorrow is the posting result until daryl reminds me. sigh. i've become so disorganised. i am trying my best to get on track. i don't wish to ruin my life with my own hands. that is the last thing i will do.

he is always the best person to look for even though he himself don't have the experience or is it becasue of his age? he had seen more than i do?

i must be doltish to actually think of such dumb things that might make me regret. i nearly did it. but always at the last minute i think of my family. i really need support. i need a helping hand. i know that i'd lost the responsiblity in me,the enthusiasm in me. I LOST MYSELF! this word love had caused me great harm. but i didn't regret falling in love.

Like what i had said i want to be back on track.

thur will be meeting meixin,yumei,henry,andrew,gary. to shop for the grocery.