I met up with eileen and thx for the advice and warm hug. Also together with Ivan and Zhengming. So many people loves to step on my shoes,ZM(thrice),others... Talked about hunks and come on he is very excellent! =D Then parted ways with them and off to meet my family. We spent 1 hr+ of deciding where to eat and the travelling on the road from ubi to eunos to marine parade FINALLY TO EAST COAST VILLAGE... phew.

My family

The dishes+leftovers+performance...

After that HOME SWEET HOME~

I can't stand him telling her everything abt us. It isn't wise crying over someone who cant even treasure the privacy between us. AND i detest her for scolding me when it doesn't concern abt her.. y my life turns out this way?

I need time to let go too, it's not a PUSH OF A BUTTON.if he can do this twice,even if us get together again. he will do it again to me. fact of the matter is, he just DOES NOT APPRECIATE me. it's not about her at all. It's none of her fault. it's about me and him AND ... he's just proven himself to me that... ...he's not ready to handle a relationship now at his age.I'll wait for the day even if it takes years.. DUMB ME. RAISED HOPES AND FAILED EXPECTATIONS!

11th of Nov is the day. counting down to it. that is my only hope...

2 years and 11 months relationship is over...

This is the decision you made, and i accepted it finally... For the whole journey i called you all sorts of names;Hubby,dear,sour pig,laogong,precious,baby,hippo and to name a few. Not only i regarded you as my boyfriend but my soulmate,angel,bestest friend. Who i can express all my feelings to. I bare my heart to you and this is the end. But all these are going to be engraved in my heart and to be etched in my mind forever. The memories we once had...

Though you are demanding at times, call me clumsy/stupid AT LEAST once a day, complain that i always have to make it up to you, reward you just because i ask you to do simple things for me, kiss me affectionately on my cheek, giving me the tighest hug ever,think that by pouting my lips i'm the cutest [only you think so], are almost always late for everything especially our dates, have the ability to make me damn pissed at you, always say i'm a pig and that i have a fat ass, never ever keep on to ur promises for long,neglecting your health when you comes to serious work,focusing on everything you do(that attracts me to you),showering me with love and care when i needed you, making me feel comfortable by your side(no mask required), the bread you made was the most delicious, the gifts you gave, i appreciated all the efforts, it doesn't change my love for you. Thx for your once cherish me and loving me.

Those were the sweetest moments. Quarrels are inevitable and almost every couple does that but our way of communication is falling... Because we know each other well, that is why we understand how to make one another feel loved or even hurt. I admit you can control my emotions. No patience with one another,avoiding those hurtful comments. maybe we are still a kid. like what you said, leave this to fate... I did what i can, i let go off my position and beg for your understanding but i was rejected by you times and times again. i've given up. at least i know i had tried my best.

though we are just friends now, i still wish to give you my best wishes in everything you do in your life. make a wise choice everytime and live with no regrets.

Hope you will remember what i said to you on 5th of july and 15th of july. i just wish we can still keep in contact as a very good friend.

I'll slowly regain back my true smile. Hopefully with the help of my true friends and myself.