Tuesday, July 31, 2007

The time now is 3.48am. I'm dead beat! i really need my beauty sleep but i can't!!! After excel test and econs presentation,i'm going to reward myself. i need a break!

Really, simply too many happenings. my mind and body can't take them all at a time. i need to digest! then when i finally know and want to take action of certain things, i'm too slow.

Like when i'm really feeling vexed with certain stuff concerning certain person just now, i can't even concentrate on my econs project and i'm nearly on the verge of crying out. i have many people in my mind who i want to call out to but they just seems to be busy with their own stuffs and maybe it is a hint for me not to reply on anyone but myself.

Then came kai liang. He is my saviour! We meet up and update about our life and I had an enjoyable chat and he became my punching bag. =D

I'm done with my presentation,tutorial for tomorrow. i'm left with practice on excel!! my brain is drying up! i want my beauty sleep! i had no idea what am i typing. anyway, GO GO POHLi!!!

Photos soon. As promised

Saturday, July 28, 2007

Genuine friendship

How can I tell who my real friends are?



First, it is a good idea to consider what friendship is. True friendship is a relationship where you empathize with your friends when they are suffering and encourage them not to lose heart. And they, in turn, do the same for you.

Friendship often begins simply by liking someone because he or she spends a lot of time with you, or perhaps, helps u with your homework. You may start by looking someone who is nice to you and with whom you get along well and have a lot of common. While friendship may begin spontaneously and develop by them, deep friendships are supported by a spirit to grow and advance. Between you and your friends there must be a commitment to always there to encourage and help one another as you work toward your respective goals in life.

To have some ambition, such as graduating from a university or making a meaningful contribution to society, is important. Those who lack a clear, positive purpose or direction in life tend to have friendships that lead nowhere or based on dependency. In some cases, these types of friendships actually encourage destructive behavior. But friendships among people who cheerfully encourage one an other while striving to realize their dreams are the kind that deepen and endure.

Character and integrity are indispensable for making friends. True friendship is concerned with social status or rank. You can make real friends only when you open up, when you share with others what’s in your heart. A selfish, egotistical person cannot make true friends.

The tie that links one person’s heart to another is sincerity. For adults, self interest or personal gain often comes into play, and fleeting friendships are formed as the result of temporary circumstance. But friendships made in one’s youth are generally free of artificially. Nothing is more wonderful pr precious than the true friendships formed when you are young.

Your friends from junior high and high school, even elementary school are like your fellow actors, appearing in the same play with you on the stage of life. Some you may forget for the rest of your life.

Such friendships flow as beautifully as a pure, fresh stream. The clear and unspoiled currents of two people converge in sincerity, moving positively toward their respective dreams. Struggling and growing together, they share each others’ hardship, always encouraging and supporting each other, creating an even broader, deeper and purer river of friendship. The beauty and clarity of this river will inspire all who see it to want to drink from its waters, too.

Friendship is true wealth. There have been many famous sayings about it throughout the ages, such as Cicero’s “friendship is closer than kinship” and “a life without friendship is like a world without sunshine” and Aristotle’s “a friend is like another self”. No matter how much status or wealth people may gain those without friends are indeed sad and lonely. A life without friendship leads to an unbalanced, self centered existence.
I can't wait for my holidays to arrive! 2 months of holidays! so THRILLING~

Can't imagine i'll be packed for the holidays to enhance myself. =D

1) Find a part time job
2) Help my sis/friends for Os
3) Learn how to play piano(i've found a teacher =D)
4) Bake cheesecake for SM and YL
5) Meet up with HONEY and the rest.
6) VOLLEYBALL!!! CHALET-jess faster go plan! =D

SO now I'm waiting for my friend to come to my house... i'm BORED!

Friday, July 27, 2007

1 more project to go..

Lunched at pastamania with coach and jess =D my choice of place! cause i'm craving for cheese and my HAM AND SASUAGE BAKED RICE. I want to get my cheese fondue soon. Followed coach back to jyss for VB! I feel so bad to skip POM lecture. Anyway, i had my fun today. Imagine jess and i wore skinnies and we played barefooted. damn shiok! I find my top too loose then can see my bra so easily. argh! luckily all girls!

I have the feel of SPIKING FABULOUS BALL today! credits go to JESS!

Jess and i had a short conversation with ernst they all. Such a mischievous bunch of guys. Derrick look so funny with braces. TAKE CARE and study hard! haha. chin meng-find me a bowl!

I studied in the canteen while waiting for shumei. I stink. haha. But she don't mind =P Went home alone afterwards.

Thx coach for the treats!!!!!

Thursday, July 26, 2007

Like i promised i'll continue to update. =)



1B02 got 2nd!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! great effort everyone!!! =D


Faithful
Adhering firmly and devotedly, as to a person, cause, or idea; loyal.
Engaging in sex only with one's spouse or only with one's partner in a sexual relationship.
Having or full of faith.
Worthy of trust or belief; reliable.
Consistent with truth or actuality



Lies
A false statement deliberately presented as being true
Something meant to deceive or give a wrong impression.



Love
A deep, tender, ineffable feeling of affection and solicitude toward a person, such as that arising from kinship, recognition of attractive qualities, or a sense of underlying oneness.
A feeling of intense desire and attraction toward a person with whom one is disposed to make a pair; the emotion of sex and romance.

An intense emotional attachment, as for a pet or treasured object.
A person who is the object of deep or intense affection or attraction; beloved. Often used as a term of endearment.
An expression of one's affection:


Commitment
A pledge to do.

Responsibility
The state, quality, or fact of being responsible.
Something for which one is responsible; a duty, obligation, or burden.

You only have lies for the relationship


Random thoughts.(location-tutorial room having accounts)

Again, my tears came out desperately during accounts lesson. Slap me hard, for your information i won't feel any pain,seriously. i just wish to be alone for a moment. I've been receiving sms-es from gary since morning as early as 7am and i've lost count. I replied none of them. Each time i saw those messages, this will come to my mind-the main reason behind each message. Unlike in the past, i'll be happy to receive his message and reply enthusiatically,full with concern and love.

Ever since yesterday, i've been more determined than before. reasons? cause i got to see his "true colours" last night at century square,KFC and even interchange. True, my love for him is still there,3 years of relationship isn't so easy to forget. unlike him,he made it! he told me straight in my face last night. can anyone of u able to know how i feel at that moment? i doubt so. others may think that i'm trying to gain sympathy BUT i have no intention. Just ONLY childish or kiddy people will have this thoughts appearing in their mind when they read that above sentence. It's up to individuals.


I'd no idea how on earth we will come to this stage-threat.

I'm not lying. i feel threatened yesterday. I'm threatened by you! you had no idea how afraid i am to see you behaving in a state of a loony-trying to cut yourself and u INTENTIONALLY cut me,Knocked ur head into the wall and pillars and biting yourself till u bled. I cared for you. even a friend or outsider will stop what u r doing at that time. i don't wish to see you behaving this manner. this isn't you. u pushed the blame to me that i'm e one who caused u to end up in this state. You scared the hell out of me!!!! i cried badly cuz of the 'act' u'd put up, not because u keep mumbling that u can't bring yourself to love me.


I'd no idea how on earth we will come to this stage-trust.

Last night, you asked me if i love you. i answered yes. Then you make use of my love and trust and forced me to do things that i'm not willing! I don't want! U love to play with words and u always have this sort of ability to make people feel that it's their fault when actually is You. you ought to change. And face reality. The lies(past and present,hopefully not future) u told me is plenty and uncounttable. that explains i find it hard to trust you last night and even i got reprimanded by you and yet i can't voice out to you.


I'd no idea how on earth we will come to this stage-reputation.

That is the worst nightmare i ever had. It's alright that we broke up, the worst is the other party went to spoil another party's reputation. i hate it! did you need to spoil my reputation and put words into my mouth and claim that i said that when i didn't! i'm not impulsive. i'm rationale.


(edited from 3.33pm at sports complex)
I hate being threatened!!!

to be continued... i've to be prepared for the match in few mins time...

Wednesday, July 25, 2007

Today meet up was a wrong move. Not only, i didn't pay full attention for my excel test and also i skipped econs tutorial!!!!! I skipped last week lecture and now i skip tutorial. i'm going to fail for that particular topic. sigh. WRONG MOVE

My side of story
I am speechless. Not knowing what to say nor explain. I've got no authorities to get anyone to believe nor in any position to tell others to understand my plight. True,it was rather disappointing to learn about people doubting the words i'd said. Also, I can't control how others think about the situation. Everyone has different beliefs, different thinkings, different perception. I can do nothing about it. Maybe all i asked for is that little trust in me.Who am i to be pissed off? Who am i to be so hurt by those words? Freaking me, why did those tears came so desperately? Those words from you meant something, yet, im NOTHING. Who will understand that i really wish to get out of everything and start life afresh? Who will know how much i yearn to become the one before all these actually happens? It's so torturing in case no one knows.

Truth is I have already improved! Truth is I have already started to control bits of myself. When he cry, I cry and consoled him. When I cry, I chose to keep it from anyone and resolved those tears myself. Perhaps, since then, I've become a totally different me. Maybe my friends are right, given more time, i'll still be the same cuz i've never move a step forward.

Tomorrow is the day! 26/7

Tuesday, July 24, 2007

I need a sleep.

Met up with gary,accompany till late night. I'm tired.

Really listen a lot and just a advice.. nothing is impossible! Don't do anything foolish again! Get well soon.

NIGHT~

Monday, July 23, 2007

I'm a glutton today! I ate chicken pau,big packets of doritos,3 sandwiches,2 curry puffs,1 packet of milk, 1 packet of collon, 2 whipped potato and CHEESE and CHOCOLATE. POHLI, go eat your cheese and chocolate fondue within these few days!!!!! =D

Anyway, i stayed in school from early 8.25am to 8.20pm. GOSH! it'd really tired me up! I'm finaly done with my TRIAL PRESENTATION-FILIAL PIETY! i did well! with so many positive comments.. only thing i need to improve on is more interaction with the audience. =D

Stayed back after lesson in the library to prepare for our ACCOUNTS test later. we ended having picnics.





I HATE PEOPLE WHO PURPOSELY KNOCKED ONTO MY CHEST!



I dread thursday!!

Saturday, July 21, 2007

COOL~ i finally had my haircut. And i'm going to change it soon when my fringe grows! i'd an idea in my mind. =D I'M GETTING SO DARING! CAUSE INITIALLY I WUN GET BANGS!!!!

and it is true, i PREFER PREVIOUS FRINGE. hehe

BEFORE HAIRCUT
AFTER HAIRCUT
WITH MY COUSIN,SIJIE
BEST BEST BEST COUSIN,SIHUA

UPDATES! =D

I swear i'm extremely tired on 20th july.

1) Morning jogs at sunplaza park. (4 rounds)
2) Volleyball at home (2 hours)
3) Gym (45mins)
4) Shopping spree (2hr 30mins)

I want to stay strong. I'm treating my immune system very well. =D I want to get rid of those sickening coughing and sneezing viruses. 2 days had passed yet it haven recover.

JESS- thx for the company! really appreciate those listening ears and backing me up.

Finally, i bought my formal wear at G2000 and ISETAN. =D i'm still left with shoe. Thanks huiyi for giving comments and helping me choose those attire. And also accmpnay there to bedok. WITHOUT BLAZER CAUSE I'M SWEATING. muahaha


So many thanks! One more last thanks... ... For queueing up for the donut at donut factory. It is DELICIOUS!!!


TODAY!

well done! 1b02 IS INTO finals!!!
I'm tired. i got no idea how our conversation ended? Most likely, i'm agitated. FAINTED.








I'm changing my hairstyle!!! haha. IN THE EVENING

Thursday, July 19, 2007

My class won the captain ball competition against 1B13. the score was 18-6. The highlight is Alvin, my class chairman got whacked by a guy halfway through the match when Alvin only gave a comment of "what sia" when the opposing team players knocked onto our star player, Han Bin aka monster. how can the person do such things? No discipline in polytechinc or in TP? Both teachers and referee were present but none stop it.

Still, the games continued, but with complete silence. This time round, i was elbowed at my chest. It hurts badly. More to it, i heard from my friends(niki and huiyi) that i got tripped by a guy and fell. And it was a foul. so horrible!!! SO VIOLENT AND ROUGH GAME. Anyway, 1b02 has great team spirit! saturday still got more matches to go.. AND NIKI TOOK PHOTOS OF ME! CANDID SHOTS. COPYCATS! haha







Packed saturday! matches,pool session and shopping for formal wear. I need to do it before Great Singapore Sales. It is ending this sun! argh,so fast...

I saw my primary school friend on bus. And we had a very short conversation. He is super tall!!! like ard 185 to 190? Gosh, this few days keep seeing my primary school friends. The feelings are terrific!

HUGS ARE HEALTHY!

Wednesday, July 18, 2007

Last night, i teared. They are tears of JOYS. My friends made me tear. =D i felt so blessed. Can you imagine they put ur name with encouraging sentences as their PM or when they talk to you? Thx to huiyi,xingyi,niki,huijia,shirline, kai liang and also yong liang.

AGAIN, i received hugs from my friends today. The feeling is FABULOUS! bring smile to my day. thx again!

I met up with meiyun and saw hwee shan by coincidence.

I'm nervous for tomorrow~!






Stop msging me. i feel so uncomfortable as each msg means more than i'm friends to you.

Tuesday, July 17, 2007

SMILE

Smiling is a disease. When a person smiles at you, involuntarily you will return the smile. However, sometimes the smile you see might be a fake. So what exactly is a smile? It is just a simple facial expression. One smiles because he or she is happy, shy or is amused by something. Yet, a smile can betray an evil heart or intention.

All I asked is for my true smile.

This is one of the poems I composed when I’m in secondary four. I named it ‘smiley poem’.

SMILEY POEM
Smiling is infectious,
You catch it like the flu.
When somebody smiled at me today,
I started smiling too.

I passed it round the corner,
And someone saw my grin,
When I smiled, I realized,
I’d passed it on to him.

I thought about that smile,
Then I realized its worth.
A single smile just like mine,
Could travel round the earth.

So, if you feel a smile begin,
Don't leave it undetected.
Let's start an epidemics quick,
And get the world infected.

I have forgotten how to smile. I put on a face in school today and I’m deeply sorry and seek for my friends’ forgiveness. Seriously, I am awake after those ‘betrayal’ and ‘lies’. I have no mean to know about more of ‘them’. News just travel fast.

Two different stories? Two different personality? Two sided person?
Anyway, today I just wish to give my thanks and sorry to my loved ones. Those who are always there and giving me support all these while even if they do not really know the story.

My Parents- I love you! I will stay strong and bring glory.

Xueyin and Mu ru- my siblings! I don’t have to tell them everything but deep in their heart they know how I feel and give me words of encouragements and treating me well. They will buy me food to cheer me up or tell me jokes. They will not ask me Qs and tolerate my mood swings.I really love them.

Sihua- you are my bestest cousin!! Really, from the bottom of my heart, I feel that you are really rationale and face problems with an open heart. You analyse situation well and giving me countless of advices and providing me an listening ears even if you are sleepy,you still accompany me till late at night to morning. I don’t really know how to express my thanks to you. U have already done enough for me. Like I said, I have decide to move on. I will do it. Give me time and plenty of it.

Shumei- laogong, I have been disturbing you and giving you more than enough troubles. What I had done in the past, is foolish. Like what you had told me, I’m being blinded by love. That is why I will listen without having any doubts. I got to learn to grow up and be more sensible. You are the first I break down completely right in front of you. You don’t mind and gave me moment of silence before comforting me. That is all I need.
Angel- i'm deeply sorry!!! still, i appreciate the advices and concern. i don't want you to be sandwich-ed too. you are my angel! always and forever!!!

Valerie- honey, though I didn’t tell you the whole exact story but thanks for the trust you gave me and the support also with those important encouragements and be with me.

Yong liang- other than saying thanks, what I can do to show my appreciation? Through this matter, I got to bond with you. At least I gained a new friendship. THANK YOU and thx for not leaving me alone. The calls and messages mean a lot.

Xingyi,Huiyi,Niki,Nisha and teri- hey girls, thanks for being observation and bringing me laughter now and then. Xy- thanks for coming down and look for me early in the morning. Hy- thanks for knowing how I feel. Niki- thx for sharing with me your thoughts. Nisha- thx for being there and letting me know to smile. Teri- never give me a chance to be alone.

Hui jia and shirline- my darling, thanks for giving me the warmest hugs! Thx for giving me hugs every now and then in class despite everyone is looking at us. Shirline- you make me feel comfortable. Thx.

Eileen,shaoying,jess.- you girls simply make me feel so honoured to know you all. Eileen- the advices means a lot to me and of course sharing with me your past experience .sy- thx for coming out and accompany me to watch movie. Jess- your shoulder is still the best!

Ernst,chin meng,William- thx for all the supports and lending me helping hand and coming down and look for me. I know you all do care. Thx so much. You all are still my friends. Now and forever.

jia en-thx thx thx thx thx!!!! for staying by my side
xuan qing-thx for the concern
For those names i didn't mention i do know you all care.

3 things to take note
1)Ignorance may not be a bad thing.
2)word ‘enemey is not in my dictionary
3)be true to urself.

stop being such a sadist and so pervertic!!! making me feel more gross.

Monday, July 16, 2007

I slept at around 3 last night(being forced) and i can't manage to wake up for 9am lesson. How bad. Still,i make my way there for other lessons. This photo was taken by xingyi secretly. NAUGHTY GAL NV PAY ATTENTION and play with my phone.

This time round, we had our meal outside school-KFC. I saw quite a lot of familiar faces and those who i didn't contact or know,smile at me. =D




I feel so proud of my group members as everyone is willing to contribute and we are a bunch of BIG GIRLS that are very creative and humorous. That brings laughter due we are stress with the projects.

HARRY POTTER AND THE ORDER OF PHONEIX. I heard from many of my friends that this isn't a good show compared to others but i feel that it was well taken though not many actions show but still the storyline is clear but a bit draggy. Some parts made me feel disturbed. IN THE CINEMA, i really loathe the guy who sat beside me! Any moment he will kick my foot and using his leg to touch mine. so eww can!? argh.




This is what i've learnt after watching harry potter. " Things we lose will always come back to us. BUT in a very unexpected way"

Sunday, July 15, 2007

I met up with eileen and thx for the advice and warm hug. Also together with Ivan and Zhengming. So many people loves to step on my shoes,ZM(thrice),others... Talked about hunks and come on he is very excellent! =D Then parted ways with them and off to meet my family. We spent 1 hr+ of deciding where to eat and the travelling on the road from ubi to eunos to marine parade FINALLY TO EAST COAST VILLAGE... phew.





My family







The dishes+leftovers+performance...
After that HOME SWEET HOME~















I can't stand him telling her everything abt us. It isn't wise crying over someone who cant even treasure the privacy between us. AND i detest her for scolding me when it doesn't concern abt her.. y my life turns out this way?
I need time to let go too, it's not a PUSH OF A BUTTON.if he can do this twice,even if us get together again. he will do it again to me. fact of the matter is, he just DOES NOT APPRECIATE me. it's not about her at all. It's none of her fault. it's about me and him AND ... he's just proven himself to me that... ...he's not ready to handle a relationship now at his age.I'll wait for the day even if it takes years.. DUMB ME. RAISED HOPES AND FAILED EXPECTATIONS!
11th of Nov is the day. counting down to it. that is my only hope...


2 years and 11 months relationship is over...

This is the decision you made, and i accepted it finally... For the whole journey i called you all sorts of names;Hubby,dear,sour pig,laogong,precious,baby,hippo and to name a few. Not only i regarded you as my boyfriend but my soulmate,angel,bestest friend. Who i can express all my feelings to. I bare my heart to you and this is the end. But all these are going to be engraved in my heart and to be etched in my mind forever. The memories we once had...

Though you are demanding at times, call me clumsy/stupid AT LEAST once a day, complain that i always have to make it up to you, reward you just because i ask you to do simple things for me, kiss me affectionately on my cheek, giving me the tighest hug ever,think that by pouting my lips i'm the cutest [only you think so], are almost always late for everything especially our dates, have the ability to make me damn pissed at you, always say i'm a pig and that i have a fat ass, never ever keep on to ur promises for long,neglecting your health when you comes to serious work,focusing on everything you do(that attracts me to you),showering me with love and care when i needed you, making me feel comfortable by your side(no mask required), the bread you made was the most delicious, the gifts you gave, i appreciated all the efforts, it doesn't change my love for you. Thx for your once cherish me and loving me.

Those were the sweetest moments. Quarrels are inevitable and almost every couple does that but our way of communication is falling... Because we know each other well, that is why we understand how to make one another feel loved or even hurt. I admit you can control my emotions. No patience with one another,avoiding those hurtful comments. maybe we are still a kid. like what you said, leave this to fate... I did what i can, i let go off my position and beg for your understanding but i was rejected by you times and times again. i've given up. at least i know i had tried my best.

though we are just friends now, i still wish to give you my best wishes in everything you do in your life. make a wise choice everytime and live with no regrets.

Hope you will remember what i said to you on 5th of july and 15th of july. i just wish we can still keep in contact as a very good friend.

I'll slowly regain back my true smile. Hopefully with the help of my true friends and myself.

Saturday, July 14, 2007

SPEECHLESS+CLUELESS

i thought i've made it through but SIGH. let me be... No one really understand. sorry

Friday, July 13, 2007

I'm looking forward to the durian feast with my friends at NIGHT.

I'm idling around and resulted in meeting my friends later by an hour. Feel so bad,cause they need me badly(cause i have the materials needed for project). =D BUT I SAW KAI LIANG. super disturbing as usual. still sms me said i'm naughty for ignoring him.. RUBBISH


Funny encounter in school today. 1) NISHA-wore bright orange top and white short and the shoe matches the outfit. 2) GARY- wore yellow and purple top and his spec matches his top


SO many familiar faces in school today. especially the NTUC youths:gary,jeffery,meiyun. AND also, i went to receive my pay today.

A night out with huiting,niki,chanel,manfred,jeremy,kailiang and some other friends???

Rushed to meet my laogong after that. super glad to see her again! We also saw sikai. Super enthusiastic into his running. And that makes us hav to drive to run also. Reached home at around 10+. The way home is awesome! ALONE with the breeze and also with the company of my phone. =D

One big news,i just NURRIL when i'm alighting and when she is boarding... muahaha
I have sexy lips due to my 2 big ulcers at my lips.. haha

Wednesday, July 11, 2007

Yesterday meet up with eileen was indeed incredible!!! We shared our thoughts, about poly life, relationships. Sorry eileen if i behave in a weird way. Reached home late at night luckily no scoldings from parents. =x

Woke up late and rushed my way to JYPS for the volleyball training.. Should i go on friday too? i really hope to get back my pay. =D I GOT BULLIED BY THE YOUNGS:thomas,snowden and YU. Soon, I rushed back to Tp to find my friends. I took cab to and fro. That goes my money... ...

My presetation was horribly done.

One of my friend told me this "lean on me when you're not strong, i'll help you carry on (:" so sweet can? i'm really so touched. thanks again...

Tuesday, July 10, 2007

Tuesday appears to be my day... i love my hair today

I had such a hilarious econs lecturer this morning and he definitely brought laughter to everyone in the lecture theatre. despite that, what makes me annoy was he teaches real fast and confusing. i prefer TAN EE LING. =D
can you imagine???
1) lecturer rushed up to the end of the lecture hall to ask a student to keep quiet? and yes! that is what he did when alvin wa talking super loudly and he just rushed up and reprimanded him.
2) holding his pen with his last finger up everytime? he did it.
3) flashing his transparency stating(it is not polite 2 B late for class-exactly what he wrote) every moment when a student came in late for class? guess he is the only one who does that.4) Drop his microphone on the table and his first reaction is to pray!!!
5) shouting out SHIT when he teaches us the wrong fact? amazingly, he did all 5. haha.
Absolute craziness about that teacher... i should have taken photo of him. =x
Today is also the last APEL lesson. Fabulous isn't it? The breeze today was extremely cooling. once i stepped out of the entrance of business school. i feel so calm... INDEED.
Presentation tomorrow! i need help! argh!
And i'm meeting up with eileen later!!!!

Saturday, July 07, 2007

what a day... LAZINESS TOOK OVER MY BODY.

Friday, July 06, 2007

Alright, tomorrow will be a brand new start for me.

Today, I skipped school today completely. I know I’m bad and this won’t happen again. I was totally lost and helpless today and I called out to everyone but either being rejected if not busy.. sigh. Luckily, at that point in time,shaoying can accompany me. Thx so much. We went to watch transformers. Awesome movie!

Things are finally settled. I’ve lost my true smile. Indeed I need time to regain back my smile and the cheerfulness in me. Give me time. It all depends on me. I know I have to stay strong and face it alone.

I tell you to get away but I really mean come closer..
I tell you I hate you but I really love you...
I tell you my life is hell with you...

but I really mean my life is nothing without you

Wednesday, July 04, 2007

I'm already feeling very miserable and i put up with all these but now... I've no trust in you anymore. you are such a liar. all these while,i'm just too dumb to believe and no doubts about anything but i'm wrong. i've learnt to be wise when comes to you. The hottest love has the coldest end- i'd experienced it.

Tuesday, July 03, 2007

SICK

Monday, July 02, 2007

Monday blues for me.

Monday lecture is always so boring and dragging. Gary came and crashed my lecture and he ended up drawing and bluetooth to me his artpiece. i drew tweety bird again. this time round fat version but no photos for that.


Anyway, i skipped Comm Skills tutorial and went home after renting POSEIDON. though i've watched the movie but just feel like watching it again,this time with my siblings.


But before that i went to my laogong's house and pass her her b'day gift! HAPPY B'DAY!

Sunday, July 01, 2007

Planned to study at home but ended shopping at orchard. haha. Still, ended up at tampines area in the evening. I met up with gary for a while before he went to study with his friends. An enjoyable day.